This Year

I've decided that this year, at some time, I want to be on a sports team. For most people, that doesn't sound like that big of a deal. But outside of gym class, I have never been on a sports team. My parents didn't push me, and I didn't want to do it. I never felt like I was good enough, and I didn't want to be the worst on the team. I was scared to play with kids I didn't know. Once I got to a certain age, it was almost gauranteed that everyone was going to be better than me, because they had been doing it for years. So I decided it wasn't for me.
For some reason, within the last few months, I have decided that this is silly. So this is a goal. I am going to be on a sports team. I don't know what kind of team it will be...but I'm terrified, and looking forward to it at the same time.

I've also decided that before I die, I want to go skydiving. I'm a few years away from that I think...but who knows right?