Highs and Lows of this week.

Let's start with the highs...still waiting...okay I found a few.
1. I knew the answer to a question that my classmates did not. I was also able to offer help to one of my classmates when he didn't know how to take an assessment. An assessment that I had to figure out all by myself.
2. There was a really bright sunset today. Most people like sunsets in the summer, but I prefer the winter ones. They are so much brighter, and in my mind more appreciated...my hypothesis is that the sun is closer to the earth?
3. I got to hug two of my sisters today.
4. I ate at Acapulco for Jolie's birthday on Monday.
5. My ethics professor has turned out to be really funny, and he swears alot, which makes me giggle.
6. I am now officially...overweight. I started at morbidly obese, through obese, to overweight. Next stop...normal?

Lows... I have a few.
1. Umm...Sunday. Bad day overall.
2. My internship interview...I won't know if I got it for 3 or 4 weeks. This stress is unneeded in my life.
3. The cars right in front of me today, got into an accident while on the exit ramp close to my house, when I was already in a rush.
4. The 3 page paper I wrote in about 40 minutes this afternoon.
5. I discovered I am undesirable and bought 3 new zip up hoodies to commemorate this momentous occasion. I now have 6.
6. There was a man with Downs Syndrome at Latin Hip Hop this week who kept standing on the stage, lifting up his shirt,' and saying, "I am sexy." This will make everyone laugh, because it is indeed hilarious to think about, but at the time it was pretty uncomfortable, and I was nervous he was going to get even more inappropriate.
7. I can't sleep at night. My head keeps spinning, my eyes close, but there is no sleep. I am exhausted. I've never had problems sleeping in the past, I don't know what this means.

I pray everyday, throughout the day, I understand that some weeks aren't as good as others. Even though this one kind of sucked, and I am tired, I am letting God lead. I feel like recently God has had a hold of most decisions in my life, and it feels good. It comes as a relief that I don't have to stress so much. Toil. Worry. This is a new thing for me...the girl who used to give herself stomachaches when she was little, just from worrying. I remember at the age of 9 feeling so overwhelmed with the ideas of the universe, time, and heaven, that I worked myself up until I ran to my mother, crying. These are things that little girls aren't supposed to think about.

Let's hope next week is better...with more winter sunsets, good music, and funny stories from my ethics professor.